You will get better, and your child will love you.
I've shared my own stories to prove that. Happy moments that I thought would never come to pass because I had gone through PPOCD and was sure that my life was ruined forever.
It wasn't. And yours isn't either.
Here's a story from another mom — Katie at Sluiter Nation –who has experienced that moment where she realizes that she is a good mom, and she's going to make it, and her baby loves her, despitethe fact that shehad postpartum depression.
I love this story. So happy for you, Katie.